The One I'll Never Have

by Emily Lee

I miss you
I wish i was still good enough
I miss your voice, your kiss, your laugh, the way you could always make me smile
I wish you still loved me
I wish you could hold me tight
I wish we could stay warm together on these cold winter nights
I wish i was good enough for you, but im not
Thats a fact we all now know
I never was
It was
all a fantsy of our twisted imaginiations
so now i just sit here,
missing you. wanting you with me.wishing for wou to love me in a lie once more