Loving A Bad Girl
by MeY DaEiAyRy
On a day that I was too afraid to come, I don't know what it is but I'd fall in love with a girl, not just any ordinary girl but a complicated girl probably the most complicated girl, I've ever met. 4 years ago when I first met her, not actually met her because when I first heard her name, I don't know what it is but I fall in love with her as fast as a lightning, I didn't know her all I know was her name, when I've finally got the chance to see her it was like heaven, I was struck with her beauty she was more than the humors she was more beautiful, than any other girl I've met and from that moment on I finally realized how much I love her, weeks passed by since I know her, and she always pass by our corridor she was rumored to be a bad girl but I was too blinded by my love for her that I actually didn't see that coming, A year passed and we were a year a way for completing our elementary school, and I still love her nobody knew I love her not even my best friend it was top secret, As we go about our life I got caught up with one of my past best friend and they were both close to her the three of them were like our batch's most controversial group, And I start hanging with them every Friday for how many weeks but it ended when things start to get more complicated, that was the most unforgettable memory of my grade 6 life when I was with her, On the day of our first graduation practice we were lined up by height and I was shocked to see her before me we where seated next to each other and I was really thankful that even though Grade 6 was almost over I still have my graduation practices memories with her, On our graduation she was the most beautiful girl I've ever seen, And after a year I was surprised when I belonged to the star section more so that we were classmate, After a week we became close, closer more that everyone thinks were a couple until I heard this nasty rumor about her being a Bad Girl, her close friend before told me that she once had a relationship with a Lesbian Girl and I was shocked I know that she had a reputation of being a Heart Breaker but not that I was really shocked, until she has the courage and the trust to tell me who her crush was, I was excited at the same time Depressed because I know that it wasn't me, and due to my belief it really wasn't me it was our classmate, The Basketball player they were teased and linked and as December came I was finally going to tell her I love her but I was rejected not rejected literally but I found out that her crush confessed to her and asked her if she wanted to be her girl, and I also found out that her crush has been courting her for over a month now, And she accepted him they've became a couple even though I was heartbroken I didn't show it and just accept my defeat, when Christmas Break was over I was so desperate to see her that I really went to school early, I was shocked when she said that she was going to break up with her boyfriend and I found out it was for a Lesbian girl now I found out that 4 years of liking her was great and I did not regret it, And I was happy that I didn't confessed to her because she was really a bad girl, but as time passed she proved me wrong and I started to recover my feelings for her only now its much stronger, now I've made up my mind whatever she is or she was I will still love her for she is my First Love and who I hope to be the last now remember this I WILL LOVE THIS WILD AND CRAZY BAD GIRL, FOR SHE REALLY MAKE ME SMILE, AND I KNOW THAT DEEP INSIDE THAT HEART OF STONE IS A GIRL WHOM I TRULY DESIRE, SHE'S MY CRUSH, MY LOVE, MY EVERYTHING, MY WORLD, MY BEST FRIEND AND MOST OF ALL MY LIFE, AND FOR THAT I WILL LOVE HER FOREVER AND FOREVER I MEAN IT :) |
